Just Being Me

Alone is not a bad thing,
I can do anything at all
or I can do nothing if
that is the days call.

Daydream all day
and drift into the abyss
or block out the world
and not worry about bliss.

Fair

First Kindergarten lesson ...life is not fair.

It would be fair to spend my life with you, to feel the moment like when I first laid eyes on you. It would be fair to relive again once and forever to love until the end. It would be fair to never ever feel the pain, the void inside when love is ripped from your life. It would be fair that only good things would happen to good people and only goodness would a dream come true. It would only be fair if decisions I could make would take back the years that seemed to be ruled by fate.

It would be fair...
No sickness in children,
no lovers heartache,
no storms of life
for a soul to partake.

No needless violence
and no traces of war,
no signs of darkness
and a lock on the devils
door.

It would be fair...
if all could see the
beauty of life, the
magic of love that
reveals that all is
right.

Blue sky on the grayest
of days and a warm sun
to dry up all traces of
gloom and rain.

Keep the love flowing

Dado Baba which stood for great grandmother use to say " never go to bed angry"

Welcome the morning free of hate,
allow only love on this road we call fate.
Happiness comes from inside and is ignited
when you are by my side.

No goodbyes between us,
there is always love between us,
no matter where you journey,
no matter how far you go.

Never go to bed angry,
keep those positive thoughts alive,
we touched the heart of happiness
and in our soul it resides.

My Pet Peeve

Pert Peeves... driving on the road has caused me to have a few of them. It seems most people forget they have a turn signal and well posted speed limits are to be broken but my least favorite is those who just don't seem to turn off darn high beams.

Turn off those lights A-hole,
you're not the only game in town,
the lever on the left
will turn those high beams down.

It surely is my pet peeve,
the way you blind me on the road,
screaming does very little ,
so I'm singing for you to turn
those darn lights down.

Turn off those lights A-hole,
there is cars all around,
no matter what lane they are in
you need to turn them down.

I can't see a thing,
even though I look away,
blinding the other driver
is an awfully dangerous game.

UGH

I have more riches than all the royalty,
for I am surrounded by your love.
My treasure overflows with
the magic of your friendship.

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My online diary,
a place to come,
where I can share,
the warmth of love.

One word or two,
a thousand more,
I write the words
of what is in store.

Rainbows, blue skies,
clouds of white, dreams
of happiness and holding
you tight.

 

I scream so loud in silence that my head hurts.

 

 

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I live to taste the sweetness of honey from your lips.

 

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I can't change what was already written,

 

Today

I find restraints upon the moment in a depth that

one cannot conceive until they are submerged.

Christmas

Ten Years Old

It is a very important age,  a major milestone in my life. I think my own children miss the importance of the season. There comments of what they didn't receive as a gift , etc. I looked back on my own childhood and what Christmas meant. Christmas day brought it with a sign of hope, hope for all mankind and the meaning of faith. But in all reality it was a time of peace. I liked that feeling of peace, that connection to something far and yet close with Earth. The images that we retain in our memory are like clips that document different times of our life. As the season quickly brings the holiday near I find myself looking at life through the eyes of that ten year old little girl. Holding on to hope and faith and being grateful for the time we have on Earth.
I am reminded that yesterday is gone and tomorrow will be nothing like today. Each day is a representation of the gift of life. May your Christmas be filled with hope , faith and peace in the tomorrows that await you.

Lights that glitter,
sparkle everywhere,
a celebration of life
that we are here to
share.

Grateful am I for
all the days gone by
and in hope that with
tomorrow you'll be
by my side.

Merry Christmas